I've mentioned before that I have a poor relationship with my older sister. I put the blame on her for this because it's a result of her actions and choices. We really haven't spoken since Father's Day in June. Yesterday she called me and asked if I would be able to meet for dinner or coffee tonight; just the two of us. I said yes. She has to drive about an hour to get to where I live, so we are going to be for dinner around 7 tonight. I am actually looking forward to our meeting, but am also nervous.
I am not one to look for confrontation and I do not enjoy being upset with others. I try to forgive and move on because when it comes down to it, life is just too short. Plus, the fact that she is my sister makes me want to fix our troubled relationship.
So just recently, my sister has started talking with my parents again. (My parents continued to try to fix their relationship with her since the whole situation started. She ignored them.)
Do you see why I'm anxiously awaiting tonight's meeting?
I'd rather just kiss and make up and move on. But she needs to apologize. I don't know if she's capable of that.